Is This For Real?
Everything's coming back again. Although I know you can't be there, But still, you always keep me from having any fear. What if we never met? Would my life be any better yet? As much as you may imagine what I'll be, I can only be me. Never thought I'd be this happy again. My heart and thoughts were incomplete. Never knew life could be so tender. But for some reason, to you I surrender. Futures crumble when doubt appears. Apologies made, and never bought. I did make a promise, maybe I didn't keep up to it. But I tried, I really did. I didn't want to lose u. And so I left the last, expecting for you. Here I am, still waiting for you. I miss the way it used to be but you don't feel the change at all do you? I've written these words to help you know. The love, pain, and hurt that I never did show. I don't know if these are the words you longed to hear or this are the words you never wanted to hear. But I just can't hold them in anymore. You know what you mean to me, and I hope I mean as much as you mean to me. Are you just ignoring me, or are u just taking a break from me?
I don't know how I got here, I don't know when I'll be leaving.
P/s; You know who you are :)
; I wanna sink to the bottom with u (:
