Bullshits.
Basically, I'm crying right now :) And I don't always cry. So when I cry, its because im really really upset or im really really hurt. First of all, im upset because my life sucks. Never a day in my life, ive avoided getting scolding from a person. Not even a single day. Secondly, noone cares about me. Well maybe they'll put on a drama on my funeral, but still that doesn't prove anything. Lastly, is life really worth living?
The only thing that has keep me smiling all day long is Aravind. He's not my boyf. He's just a friend. And he's the one who's always there for me nowadays. And for the 1st time at night after the fever of msging him. Im not msging him now. Cause im really upset. And my phone isnt even on. Anyways, im currently obsessed with How Far We've Come by Matchbox 20 & Boston by Augustana. That song really helps me calm down. I dont know why. But it makes me cry everything outta me :)
And Aravind, if your reading this. Thanks for being there for me whenever I needed somebody. Seriously, i've never had a friend who actually spends that much time with me.
; I wanna sink to the bottom with u (:
